Craving a Moment
June 11, 2001 @ 7:11 p.m.
It hit me today out of nowhere, that the most beautiful thing about sex isn't the bodies, and isn't the hormonal satisfaction, and isn't the close connection to everything in life that all of the sensations it causes can represent.
It's that one moment, when you're one with another and it can't be denied by anyone if the seperation can't be found and marked. If what so many people out there are looking for is to communicate completely and share the utmost understanding that's most important to them-then it's that moment that could stand for all that they've always wanted.
If we could suspend that moment in time when flesh melds together, pause all of the other things happening around it and zoom in, we could see that it's really much more than we assumed at first.
It's that thought you couldn't put to words, it's those words you could never say, it's the regret you had when the chance to say it slipped away...it's overcoming all of that and finally stating your point and being heard.
It's not about the orgasm sometimes[although it is one of the most versatile things ever known, it can be about nothing at all or everything too] whether it's faked or premature or can't be reached. It's two bodies, two minds, both trying to speak their opinions on something.
And now I'm not just horny anymore, I'm craving a moment.
My boyfriend is supposed to come over tonight,but I don't think we'll be able to have that moment so I'll have to find something less to settle for until we can.
But right now I can't really think of any substitute.
-K
past secrets.
shower time - 2006-11-25
Soul Mates - 2004-12-20
Dirrections to Anal Sex - 2004-09-26
Things will never be the same - 2004-07-09
- 2004-07-05